**part-time lover/clawing partner/gaaah-ing & omggzzz-ing partner/everynight wild cat partner/my fellow promiscuous girl and the list goes on**
HELLO we should just get married already.

I LOVE YOU BIRTHDAY GIRL! you know that summer 2006 would not have been as good as it is if we weren't partners in crime. i still do owe you my life for that night. heeeheeee. I LOVE YOU STEPH!!!! happy happy birthday and you know that i will never be the same, ill tell you for sureee when you are in paris and i am in new york. WEDNESDAY NIGHT baby, its going to be YOUR night and we are going to party harder than beasts. don't ever forget that its all about, "im feeling everything". i hope you get everything you want and crave for and i know you will because youre just a fiesty vixen like that ;) haha


cheers to maneater/promiscuous girl/everything/give it awaaaay!

this is the height of nikki crazyness. i need to stop. i am going to hell. that is for sure.
Ohmygod, i really need to tone it down. hello, can someone please buy me a SOUL?

FUCK THAT.

3 weeks left. I LOVE YOU MANILAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU DRIVE ME CRAZY LIKE SOME KIND OF A CRAZZZZEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! this summer is as hot and as ohmygodwow as having an orgy with zidane, cannavaro and ronaldo. heeheeehahahaha sldkfjawielskjdf!!!!
every day left in this country will be absolutely mental and i dont care if i end up locked up in a convent, in jail, or even hell.


this truly is the season for debauchery, hotties, promiscuous girls, kaskade, insanity and fucking good times.


when you slowly close your eyes
REPLAY THE MOMENT IN YOUR MIND
breath in and give it aaawwwaaayyyy
breathe out and give it awaaaayyyyyy

HOLD ON I THINK IM GOING TO DIE. whereisthatgoldenboy


uhmm hellers, PARTAY PEOPLE, tonight. toooonigggghhhhhht. haha wow shit, i feel like last night isn't even over yet. the northern-luzonians are back, steph and i are going to be wild cats once again, and sam and i are gonna have an orgasm over HELLO SAM rrrrrrrfaLALALA. hahahha

I THINK ABOUT YOU ALL THE TIME I SEE YOU IN MY DREAAAAMSSSSSS.

FUCK YES BABY!!!! ITALIA!!!!!!! FUCK YEAH!!!! ITALIA BEAT THE MOTHER FUCKING FRENCH!!!!!!
HOLY SHIT I AM SO FUCKING HAPPY ITALIA WON THAT I CANNOT EVEN ARTICULATE MYSELF!! HEY YOU # 5 CANNAVARO BABY YOU ARE HAVING MY BABIES!!!! WOOOO AND DEL PIERRO YOU CAN BE MY FUCKING MISTRES(GUY VERSION WHATEVER YOU CALL IT) FUCK YES!!!
GOD DAMN FUCK YEAH BABY!!!!! JESUS CHRIST I THOUGHT I WAS GOING TO HAVE A STROKE IN THE MIDDLE OF THE GAME BUT ITALIA MADE IT!!! FUCK THE FRENCH!!! WOOOHOOO ITALIA ALL THE WAY!!!!



THIS WEEK IS GOING TO BE THE SHIZNIT. SHIZ TO THE TRIPPLE NIT! ohhhh YEAH ITALIA!!!!!!!!!


CANNAVARO AND DEL PIERO I WILL PROSTITUTE MYSELF FOR THE TWO OF YOU )even if ZIDANE has my heart) HAHAHAHAH OMG YES!!!!!! ITALIANS BEAT THE FRENCH!!! GODDAMN MY HORMONES ARE IN PLANET I DUNNOWAHT ANYMORE!!!!

MONICA!!!! ITALIA BABY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE THEM FOR LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


ITALIA THIS IS FOR YOU, ONE MORE TIME!


aryt, im not over it. ive only slept for 2 hours. i cant i caaaaaantttt. there is no other high like CANNAVARO HIGH. dude like i really love him. xxx

and i also really really fucking love ZIDANE, CRISTIANORONALDO (oh baby), and PODOLSKI, that hot piece of fresh meat. mmmm. OKNEEDTOSTOP.

hahaha its 10 in the morning and tra la la! i just find it so silly that everytime i have a crush/want to attack/am obsessed with a man/boy i all of a sudden get so eager to pack up my life and hormones and relocate to wherever it is that man/boy is. haha even if he's in the same city or country. but its totally stupid because i change my silly little crushes like i change shoes so its like every other day i have a new destination in my head, you know?

hahaha omg what am i saying.

HOY MONICA! RIGHT NOW YOU KNOW WHERE I WANT TO BE.

we truly are in the wrong places. or are we really monz? HAHAHA SHIT meng, im already going crazy. and thanks because i did have sweet dreams about mr. i-am-now-mesmerized-forever and ever amen.

OMG I LOVE BOYS FOR LIFE, FOREVER! (someone tell me why i am going to a fashion school where there are no straight men. or hardly any)

tonight tonight tonight, i do notttt knowwwwwww anymorrreeeee.

last night, was like whoa like whoa.

im dying a happy woman. for surrreeee. HAHAHA

Hey Mr. DJ put a record on
I wanna dance with my baby
And when the music starts
I never wanna stop
It's gonna drive me crazeeeeeeeeeeeeee


***attention attention! im going to be demure from now on.

mothertrucker, my hangover is so bad that i swear on my life i am not leaving my house for a really really long time.......






until tomorrow night. STEPHANIE, HERE WE GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO



and here's to harvey: HEY BITCH! LOOK IM WRITING ABOUT YOU, YOU SELF-ABSORBED LITTLE BUT NO SO LITTLE PEANUT! OMG HARVEY WHAT AM I GOING TO DO WITHOUT YOU IN NEW YORK? WHO WILL MAKE ME LAUGH AND SHOUT PANDAY IN THE MIDDLE OF GOD KNOWS WHERE. GOD I LOVE YOU AND HB. PLEASE TELL HIM THANK YOU FOR ALL THE CHAMPAGNE HE FLUSHED DOWN MY THROAT. CHEERS TO MAYOR HB AND CONGRESSMAN HARVEY! bwahahaha. wow, i think i still left my hormones in cuisine. "nikki martel, pick up your hormones. pick it up"
hahahahaha harveyforlife

shit i dont know what to do withmyself again, its like here i am in bed and i dont even know which guy i want/going crazy over. (UM YEAH I KNOW THE PRIMARY TARGET) but still! as hannah says, "ano pa ba gusto mo? bahay? lupa? pera?" hahahaha

oh summer in manila. is love. fuck love, GIVE ME LUST!

i love love love my neurotic girls, from stephanie to janthina to hannah and monica.

whats tomorrow night ladies? WEDNESDAY NIGHT. (jan i hate you forever for not being here but go go eat peking duck for me)

i swear to god that dreamlover and when i say dreamlover, i really mean LOVER OF ANY WOMAN'S DREAMS better come back this summer...
if i cant have him like i did last time, its cool. BUT I NEED HIS PRESCENCE HERE TO BLOW MY MIND. i need his charm to give me palpitations like no other and to make me forget all about the other one/ones i shudnt even be thinking of okay. i bet the moment i see him ill forget there is such a thing as MEN, because there will only be this one fine and divine man in my eyes.

and if not, i give up on the world. :)

SOS PLEASE SOMEONE HELP ME ITS NOT HEALTHY FOR ME TO FEEL THIS WAY...haha this song is way too addicting

"am i crazy? or am i REALLY FUCKING CRAZY??"

hahahahahaha.

last night was legendary. happy birthday harvey champagne alumisin. there was so much champagne last night that i cannot bear to sip bubbly for like...a week or something. harvey, i had so much fun that i didnt get thirsty one bit and and, i didnt think of having a P---AY. HAHAHA WE ARE SO EMBARRASING.

oh my god, i really need to calm down. since boracay its been nothing but alcohol, substances, cigarettes, boys, hormones, every single night and im not even exaggerating. holy mother, I MISS BORACAY.

I NEED A BREAK. i really feel like my life/body is going to give up on me soon. its not even half way through june and i already feel like ive partied my summer out.


** joe day i love you for life!!!!!!!!!! my crazy nightlife and embassy escapades would have never been this way if you didnt get youre ass here from romania. now who am i going to run to in the middle of night, drunk as fuck, and wail about certain things?! and then you'll laugh and be like "motherfuckingshit i know!" huhuhuhu :( omg joe COME BACK SOON. i need you in my system. hahaha. im going to miss you, miss dissing people with you, and miss looking for prospects with you. and OF COURSE THE FUCKING WHITE WINE. but untill august joe, the party wont be the same without you.

**** ASHTON WHITNEY, thank you for staying out last night and gettng drunk. do you realize you and i have not been drunk together for over a year? thats ridiculous. ill miss you ash, but i promise to see you in cali. you know i loveeeee youuuuu.

okay, its hitting me now. despite how much i bitch about it, i am going to fucking miss the crazyness that is high school. :(

With a taste of your lips
Im on a ride
Youre toxic tongue
slipping under mine
With a taste of poison paradise
Im addicted to you
Dont you know that you're toxic
And I love what you do
Don't you know that you're toxic

Theres no escape
I cant hide
I need a hit
Baby, give me it
Youre dangerous
Im lovin it

BOYS. SOMETIMES A GIRL JUST NEEDS ONE.
..............................................................................but with no strings attached. (that can wait til im thirty)

this summer my goal is to meet a man who will make me say, "a guy like you should wear a warning, its dangerous. im fallingggg. (but for like 5 seconds only)

its the season once again for nikki'shungerformen. so please, calling all the hotties out there. COME TO MEEEEEEEEEEE.
holy shit i am so man hungry parang i dont know what to do with myself.

FOR THE LOVE OF JESUSMERY&JOSEPH I WANT TO GO OUT.

but i have a mountain of last minute shit to turn in for my USELESS CLASSES.

but then again, when has work ever stopped me?

DUDE, PLEASE. OHMYLIFE. GRAD IS IN 10 DAYS. I CANT CONTAIN MYSELF ANYMORE. IM NOT EVEN *THERE* YET AND IM ALREADY GOING INSANE. and then, bora bora baby. and guesswhoscomingtotown. hahaha

TO ASHTON, happy birthday to the hottest of the hot! i miss you too much it's not even funny anymore. i can't wait, just a few more weeks until you get back and we'll make sure those two weeks will be too great for words. have a wonderful and crazy birthday ash, you owe me mountains of kwento and i have a shitload for you too! I LOVEEEEE YOU LIKE MONKEYS LOVE BANANAS!!! hahaha just kidding :D but i do love you like a nikkimartel loves alcohol & trouble and that says ALOT. <3 HAPPY BIRTHDAY ashiepooh!!!!! i would send you a whole crate of your asti except tito fred would not quite agree with that haha..HUGS & KISSES!

ps. come online and send me pictures of the beach! ( we definitely need another one of those) <3

happy birthday danni cakes!!! i absolutely cannot wait until summer when we will once again get drunk out of our minds, go completely insane, regret the shit we did the next day, cry and laugh over it, and then repeat the same routine all over again. (because you and i have become masters at that, havent we?) you are my hero forever and ever amen. and you are my absofuckinlutely favorite being-an-idiot-together partner and no biznatch can ever replace you. hugs and kisses danni, and like i said i only wish you A SHITLOAD OF INCREDIBLY PERFECT, HOT, CULTURED, CONYO-BUT-CAN-ROUGH-IT-UP MEN. now go and find your strict machine. happy birthday you silent but wild and deadly brimo! lovelovelove

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RAQUEL MY FAVORITE WHORE & partner in crime!!! I WISH YOU WERE HERE SO WE COULD CELEBRATE LIKE CRAZY FOOLS ALL TOGETHER. I MISS YOU HEAPS! it seemed like your kashmir birthday dinner was just yesterday, doesn't it? well go now, and pop a bottle of champagne and celebrate egyptian style! ill be sure to the the same in your name over here. i love you!xoxoxo

"black? no white. no black. omg no wait i think white..mmm no no black! omg black?!white?! omg fuck. black or white? ok this is final..i say black. like really black it is with all my heart...........but shit waitiwait what about white? ok ok white. FUCK I DO NOT KNOW ANYMORE. you know want, just give me fuckin gray."

hahaha...ha..ha..HA.

ok sooo not funny anymore. no wonder i have lost my sanity.

anyway............

EUROPE IN 2 DAYS. I WANT TO DIE, I CANNOT WAIT.

also......

YAY FOR MARTY! HE GOT CHAPMAN! however, i still have mad hope and believe that you will lead the purple way of life. ;)

and another thing.....

i would like to brag that daniellefuckingluckywhorebrimo met the prince of portugal who is going to introduce her to ANDREA. yaaaa that is andrea CASIGRAHI.

stress + anxiety + anticipation + nikkimartel + insanity = UM EXCUSE ME BUT WHY IS THIS MY LIFEEEEEEEEEE


#$!#!%#$@$$#W$@#$FIRENZE@#$@#$andallthelittlethingsinbetween!#$!@#!@#!.


hay, i just want to breathe again. please.